I'm in agreement with Tsukiko here. Why would you even want that kind of attention anyways? I mean, I can't understand it. You're such a smart, talented person. How many places have you applied to (besides the webcam place)? I am told that if at first you don't get the job you want, you need to be persistent and apply again and again at that place until they hire you. I'm sure that you are giving into your insecurities too easily and have low self esteem at the moment. I sure do that a lot myself. However, I would never go around dancing naked in front of a web camera for some perverted old men to get their jollies off.

I honestly don't know why you allow yourself to garner such attention from people when you've clearly said before that you hate that kind of attention and are always bombarded by it. Camming will only make those encounters 100 times worse.