This melodramatic song signifies the end of an ugly era for me and the beginning of a self awareness that I wish I never had to realize. I obsessed about this song in both the end of my psychotic beliefs about Jesus, the Word of God, and my significant role in it all and in learning that I had simply been remarkably sick. It turns out my critical spiritual battle was really just rubbish and that I had been incredibly naive to believe such insane ideas. I am finding comfort in this same song tonight; it happens from time to time with no real damage. However, tonight I feel like a battle is in order and it is time to put on God's armor. Too much is happening. I feel like I am in a clear and concrete battle against evil. The enemy has a foothold that I am finding difficult to battle on my own.