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Old May 21, 2016, 02:39 AM
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Originally Posted by Wandering Soul View Post
Most of the nights, I spend my time doing nothing on the Internet, and keep doing that again and again. Like right now, it's 1:50 am, and I'm sleepy, but I'm resisting the urge to sleep by keep surfing the Internet aimlessly, as if sleep means I will stop living, and I need to feel I'm alive. Is this a kind of addiction or something? Does anyone experience something like this?
Yes. I have odd hours, and nothing helps me stay on a schedule. For two days within the last week I was awake for 30 hours and then again for 28 hours. I am in a depressive episode at the moment, but because my severe anxiety disorders, sleeping becomes almost impossible. My attachment to the internet seems ridiculous to some, but it my way to cope with reality. Distraction, distraction, distraction. For hours on end.
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