Trippin and Eskielover, I am not contradicting anything. You can spin your web of perceptions all you want, but I am not contradicting anything.

What I'm getting at here is not what I said in previous posts, but the main topic I started in THIS post. I want to be that worthwhile woman, that woman who can wait for the right time to be intimate. What I don't need is for people to dredge up my past mistakes and throw them in my face like that. I realize I made mistakes. My body was doing the talking, but give me a break, it's been 4 nearly 5 years since I last felt truly intimate with a man, my body is beyond starved.

Also, I am not merely talking to this guy online, but we are conversing over the phone. We have even talked about meeting up sometime in the summer. And another thing, I never said I was in a relationship with this guy. Maybe I was being stupid with the previous one, but this one is progressing nicely and we just aren't at the point of knowing if we are boyfriend and girlfriend at all. We need to talk some more. I never said this current guy was my boyfriend or that we are currently in a relationship. What I am getting at is that I am working on making it so, if that's what's in the cards, and I don't want to botch it up with my annoying libido getting in the way.

So, as far as advice is concerned, Yis is the only one offering it to me right now. All you two are doing is pointing out faults. HOW is doing that of any help? I get that enough as it is with my father and my mother. I don't need that on here. I don't find that at all supportive.