I met with her yesterday and she seems like she will be a good match for me. She is a bit older than me but I figure in her 40's. I told her that she couldn't have die on me or I don't think I could handle it... She laughed and said I don't plan on that... I didn't think to ask her what to call her but the people in the office call her Dr. McCann so I guess that is what she is supposed to be called. She told me I had to tell her when I was thinking about suicide and I had to tell her when I was thinking about cutting and when I did cut. I will see how she reacts to this when she gets back into the office on Monday because I left her a message regarding this today.. I feel much better after the meeting and think this will be a good thing for me.

Jbug