I cant remember why i did it. I was definitely depressed at the time but i was also Agitated, Couldn't sleep etc. I tried killing 3 times in 3 day's (i was absolutely out of it) I escaped from the hospital the first day. The second day i was put in an adult psych ward, The third day i was moved to an adolescent unit. As for the 3rd Overdose, I had taken 200 Diclazepam (20mg) and 70 Clonazolam (0.5mg - Also one of the strongest benzos available.). And i don't everything they told my gran. She hasn't told me yet.