I am not alone here. finally
I skipped my med because I want them to be around. They told me they will go away if I take the med again. I know it's the truth. These period i have some pretty nice ones, so I would actually exchange my health for them. At least they don't 'judge' like normal human and they accompany me so I am not alone.
I tried to explain to my psychologist but she has difficulty understanding. I guess it's something only when you experience it you will understand.
I only don't like the mean and threatening ones.