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Originally Posted by Guess7131
I cant remember why i did it. I was definitely depressed at the time but i was also Agitated, Couldn't sleep etc. I tried killing 3 times in 3 day's (i was absolutely out of it) I escaped from the hospital the first day. The second day i was put in an adult psych ward, The third day i was moved to an adolescent unit. As for the 3rd Overdose, I had taken 200 Diclazepam (20mg) and 70 Clonazolam (0.5mg - Also one of the strongest benzos available.). And i don't everything they told my gran. She hasn't told me yet.
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Be careful with (substituted) benzos (or antidepressants and other anxiolytics) even at normal doses. I remember post-operation withdrawal and it was possibly worse than any pain (the combination did make it very bad though) I had even before the operation (for extreme imflammation of and around my appendix) and a mild/moderate typical antipsychotic overdose.
Intoxication/use
can be as bad as withdrawal. Withdrawal can make you overdose.
I don't know if any of that played a part, but can't be sure about any BP when using or withdrawing from antidepressants/anxiolytics. Only afterwards and sometimes by analysing your history where you didn't use any such meds.
But they'll figure it out, I'm sure. It takes time, because of the episodic nature of BP. It's better to wait for the right diagnosis than to quickly get the wrong one.
