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Old May 21, 2016, 02:36 PM
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Originally Posted by ElsaMars View Post
When I am manic, I think evil is everywhere and it's my responsibility to fight it. I feel that it's trying to take over and if I let it, the world is doomed. What you have written could be standard Christian type thinking but I wouldn't know. To me, your thread raises the manic flags, but perhaps I'm wrong. I hope some Christians will come by to clarify.
Thank you. I'm just unsure if this is a healthy response to stress or if I am losing it. I cannot afford to lose it because I may be in a custody battle with my husband soon. I just feel this impassioned desire to fight all of these evil things in my life, like that Satan has a hold of me and won't let go of me until I do XYZ. I am full of heightened anxiety. I am just afraid.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder