During my manic psychotic breakdown, I decided destroying my entire apartment was the thing to do, and i mean destroy everything. I took a drill and drilled holes in all my electronics and the walls also. Tore down the glass mirror in my bathroom, spray painted the walls and patio door. Hung up banners outside my patio, that said how much i hate living there. I threw plants out onto the parking lot. Finally somebody called the cops about all the noise, and they took me to psychiatric care, where i was introduced to anti psychotics. Since then i have been able to control myself. I guess it would be the meds. I look back on it and laugh a little now I just thought i would share this. . It seemed like the appropriate thread.