Is that the only hospital available to you, if we are talking suicide watch? Good to see you are all over the message board. Stay involved. Try to keep your brain busy. But maybe watch out for trigger warning posts

I think your writing is amazing. When I am manic, I sound like google translate.

Did you watch the Swedish show Real Humans? It was amazing! I would recommend watching that if you haven't seen it. There is a post with TV show recommendations in the BP forum you could look for...