You need to reach out to your mental health physician and head for an ER so they can evaluate what is going on right now. You may need stronger medication or you may need a temporary stay in a hospital so a psychiatrist can diagnose you and give you proper medication. After they release you, they will guide and walk you through the best treatment plans.

You may be going through a mental breakdown, but there are options on how you handle it. And I think you have the strength to get help.