I want to believe that I will be normal some day but today it seems like I'm damaged in some fundamental way thatakes me totally unable to ever be normal. I will always be screwed up and too emotional to ever function normally. I want to quit. I really really really really want to quit. And I don't want to bother you. But I want to quit. I hate being so screwed up and I don't even have a good reason for being screwed up
I just want to quit at everything