I am now officially obsessed over whether or not I am losing my mind. I haven't been sleeping well lately but for obvious reasons. I have to go to a service for my husband's grandpa on Wed. What if I cause a scene? It will be so incredibly emotional. As I am listening to Christian music, especially the charismatic kind (I'm in love with God and God's in love with me - Misty Edwards : ) I feel pumped because I know the truth in it's entirety. In the absence of music, I am researching Scriptures that pertain to who I am in Christ. I know that interpreting Scripture literally, especially out of context is problematic to me.

For instance, the reason I prayed for the gift of tongues and started using it in the past is because of this verse: 1 Corinthians 12:8-11 one person is given through the Spirit the message of wisdom, and another the message of knowledge according to the same Spirit, to another faith by the same Spirit, and to another gifts of healing by the one Spirit, to another performance of miracles, to another prophecy, and to another discernment of spirits, to another different kinds of tongues, and to another the interpretation of tongues. It is one and the same Spirit, distributing as he decides to each person, who produces all these things.