I just need to rant.... For the last few days I have felt like just separating from my husband. I love him, why? I love him so much I don't want to be around him. Crazy right? He worked one day at a new job ( the first job in 5 months) and his "stomach has been hurting". Really???? He is off and on his meds. It makes me so mad. He knows this, because I cannot hide my feelings. I feel bad because I know part of his condition is depression. So, then I feel like I am making his depression worse. I have told him for 3 years now, he is letting his "BP" control him to the point that it is tearing us apart. I feel like when he is off and on his meds, which means we start all over with the sleeping 20+hours a day when he is off. UGGG so frustrating. I pay all the bills, I come home and have to do all the housework, cooking, etc. When he is up, he is on the computer or working out and then he goes right to bed. We don't even communicate. I try and he ignores me. This is getting so old, especially since it has been like this going on 3 years now.