Thanks for your thoughtful post. I have gone through counseling in my life before and one of my therapists scared me really bad and I started getting OCD while seeing him. I have seen other therapists, too. There was really only one who I totally liked and I stopped seeing her for some reason I don't recall. My caseworker has offered me counseling by a different counselor than her. She said she doesn't do the deep stuff. I may try that. I don't know what kind of counseling is offered there but I bet I can find out.

I'm sorry you went through all you did. My mom went through Hospice and I'm not so sure they didn't overdose her. I believe there are nurses out there that will do that. It's truly a scary world out there.

I have PTSD, too, and OCD. I don't get out much and am much like a shut-in. I've seen so many bad things in life I don't want to see any more.