I can relate! When I talked about my childhood abuse as well as other memories, I also seem to say it with very little emotion. I really surprised myself. It is like I am describing someone else's life. I found myself wondering afterwards, should I have been crying or stomping my feet or something? I don't get it either. Its like the part of my brain that controls normal emotional responses doesn't work. I'll be watching this thread to see what the others say. All I can tell you... its like that with me too.
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