I have a hard time trusting people too. I tried going to my family when I was younger. I didn't know what depression was, but everything I said got brushed aside and I got invalidated.

People with mental illness can understand somethings that people without cannot. It's hard to understand unless you have been there.

If you want to talk to someone you can message me. I may not be able to fix anything but I can listen. Sometimes that helps me.