((((((((((christina)))))))))))
I just want to first and foremost appologize for my lack of being around here as well .... I feel horribly about not being in contact with you as much as i'd like, and i wish there were something i could do to make up for it.
I'm sorry you had such a bad day yesterday ... but feel badly about the way things went down with your friend .... they obviously care a great deal about you and understand your actions and get how much you needed a friend.
I know the hole is dark... and foggy ... and generally, feels like its neverending. But it isn't. I know you have the strength to pick yourself up out of it, even if that just means making sure you take care of yourself. Eat. Sleep. and most importantly, talk. Talk about how you're feeling .. post on here, msg me, talk with your friend ... i know its hard, but i have so much faith in you.
Stay strong, stay safe
sending gentle hugs,
Jacq