Thank you! 2 glasses of wine? I may try that when the kids go to bed. Hopefully I can stop at 2, ha! I have already changed my PC passwords and have put in a request to change my name on here to something he won't recognize but I haven't heard back about it. Last year I unfortunately accidentally (long story) sent my MIL a ton of information about my illness and some of the disturbing and bizarre things it had caused me to do. I don't think she/they have the distaste to use it but it scares me because I can do nothing about it. I have already slept with him twice since he has said he is leaving. I feel badly about it but use the excuse that we are still married. My therapist told me to be careful because if he is cheating he could bring home a disease. I asked him if maybe we can go on a little trip to try to rekindle things and he said he would think about it. That is before Grandpa passed away.

Anyway, thank you for your advice and for sharing part of your life story. All my love!