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Old May 22, 2016, 04:10 AM
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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte View Post
I don't know. I can't even discern what is happening to me right now. I just have wrong/angry feeling phases, really inspired phases, and down feeling phases.

Though there's more to them than that I suppose.

I'm just lousy at identification. lol
Is the wrong/angry state one of hyper-vigilance, do you feel there's something wrong with how you feel, or more of a undirected dread/paranoia, more overwhelming state?
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