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Old May 22, 2016, 07:55 AM
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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte View Post
I can tell when you're getting a little manic, icare. Your posts start to get really complicated and maybe not make a lot of sense. I'm sorry. lol
Yes, but this is different. It's mildly mixed. I know when I'm manic in this state, so I can compensate for that a bit. But I'm not always aware. Things escape my grip. But it's also constant reappraisal and uncertainty. With warning bells.

It used to be depression with mixed features but now it's mania with mixed features. Something like that.

But thanks for the warning.
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