It's funny that you say that! A good friend of mine, one that I've known since 1995 that had been dx with major depression was dx with BP. I told her no way, you don't have it. Well she said listen, here's what happened, and described a psychotic break (which I don't have, I get mixed episodes). So you know what? It manifests in more than one way, you know that from PC, we are the same, and we are different. Anyway, so are our treatment plans.

But you are one person, working with a T and pdoc, and they are evaluating you and saying look, this is happening and we need get to from here to here. And this stressor puts you at risk so let's not make changes today. Let's wait.

I'm in finals. I would like to change my AAP, but that would be a bad idea right now

We need to be stable to handle to handle our life events. I know October, January and May and particularly bad months for me. Even my saliva tastes different.