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Originally Posted by Icare dixit
Maybe alienated is the word. I do feel it now. It must've been transmitted through your writing.  Really, maybe. Ok, I had that, but now it's worse. Thanks.
What obsessive thoughts?
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Haha. Sorry!
Well, I guess they're different each day. Mostly I'll think in my mind what I want to write, as in actually writing it, over and over and over again, followed by mantras like IT'S NOT REAL IT'S NOT REAL ITS NOT REAL, YOU'RE JUST ****ED, KEEP IT TOGETHER KEEP IT TOGETHER KEEP IT TOGETHER!, DON'T TALK DON'T TALK, and randomly, out of no where and without me thinking it, I'M HERE.
Yeah, annoying.