I called Thursday for a sooner appointment and that's the appointment we got. I'll try again Monday but I think the best thing is to try to get into a therapist before then. I don't think I'm going manic but I know my thoughts are off. I told my husband and he wants me to remember my thoughts can't be trusted. I want to go home and clean. Right now we're at my sister in laws house. Miguel may stay here for now. He's going home with us. Hopefully my husband doesn't go to high and I get control of my thoughts. Last t said my thoughts will always fluctuate between being okay and off. I don't think I'm more energetic but my leg won't stop shaking.