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Originally Posted by bizi
We are all different and present differently. Some bipolar folks present with agitation and depression, high anxiety which can lead to ptsd episode and further depression like you. These mixed episodes are hard to control with meds. I suggested keeping on the respirdal, it can act like a mood stabilizer and keep hypomania at bay if you are at risk for this. What are you doing that has you concerned, if you don't mind sharing here.?
bizi
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I guess my biggest concern now is that I have no energy and I feel really overwhelmed at the thought of going to work tomorrow. I went to church but the whole time I thought about just how drained I feel. I'm back in the bed now. I feel more tired today than yesterday. I want to isolate. My son will be home soon and he will ask what I did this weekend and I won't have anything to say. He will take one look at me and get worried. I don't have it in me to fake.
Today, the thoughts of my lack of purpose on life have started to creep in. I know it's not healthy thinking, it just doesn't keep the thoughts away.
I'm safe, just "down"