Speaking of which, i had to call my mother awhile ago (so that I won't feel horrible guilt at some point in the future). She calls my psychosis"being excitable". There aren't any teachable moments in my family.

Now there are loud angry voices outside and the asshole downstairs turned the karaoke up. I don't think anyone would have understood that he feeds the words in, and then they use the resulting music to drive me insane. I know they have an amplifier but no one else does.