Hey girls, today my dad is here and things are alright so far. One might think "maybe" T would call to check on me...ha!

See, this is what I mean. He couldn't careless. He has told me that he is there for me and on my side when it comes to my family and he knows how hard this all is for me.

This is the final slap in the face. A therapist or how about just just any normal human being, that really cared about the well being of their client, or another person, would reach out once in awhile on their own and not make someone feel so rejected by having to ask for them to reach out. Then for T to make me feel rejected even lower, if that is possible to understand, by refusing to help me with additional sessions or make me feel bad and give me one reluctantly etc. this just feels awful to me.

I'm not sure how I'll handle Wednesday yet. Pink, I think I will go in and directly ask him about this rupture in our relationship and get his thoughts. My guess is that he'll say I'm interpreting him wrong and he has boundaries...

I am very hurt and wondering if I should just handle all this on my own. I'm doing that anyway aren't I? I certainly will never start over with someone else.

Maybe it is time to graduate...who knows...