Hello Gus99: The Skeezyks welcomes you to PsychCentral! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

I don't really have any great suggestions for you. I'm an older person. My poor head has taken a real beating over the decades. (I'll spare you the details.) I've tried a number of different antidepressants, & other med's over the years to treat my anxiety, depression, & other stuff. All any of it really seemed to do was to make me groggy. I'm no longer on anything. I simply gut it out one day after another. I suppose it's a bit easier because I am older. One thing I have not done is CBT or DBT. It seems like many people are helped by these therapies. If you haven't tried them you might look into these as possible options.