It's possible to be manic and not need hospitalization. It's depends of course on how manic you are. Are you speaking quickly? Are you getting less sleep but feel energized? If you are worried, please talk with your doctor about it. They can increase your meds to help bring you down a bit. Perhaps you are just feeling good right now and that is okay. Sometimes I go on a cleaning frenzy, even when stable. Please take good care of yourself. I'm sorry for your past hospitalization. (((Hugs)))