Thanks everyone for the responses and ideas.

What I'm doing right now is trying to do some typing which isn't working all that well because I can't concentrate long enough to even type out one paragraph because I hate typing as is! Right now it's proving to be nearly impossible! So I'm watching videos on youtube, which is helping me.

I talked to my husband, came clean with him about what's been going on with me lately. And he's supposed to be leaving to visit his parents but now he doesn't know if he wants to go but I insisted I would be fine. It's not like I'm suicidal or anything. This situation I'm having has been sort of escalating I guess, upon reflection, to this horrible state I'm in right now. Very sucky. I was doing so well. I got 20,000 words into my novel in about two weeks? Which is really incredible considering how I'm a parent and work full time. I have no idea when I managed to do that! I haven't been sleeping well in awhile. I look awful. There's this guy at work who keeps on commenting on it too. Every day... YOU LOOK TIRED! ARE YOU TIRED? SMILE! DON'T BE GROUCHY!

Well, now I'm grouchy asshole!

I was telling my husband about the reflective surfaces/negative entity problem I'm having right now. Very serious. And I kept on seeing his face morphing, like he was about to start laughing at me, and I kept on saying WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING! But he kept on insisting that he wasn't. But it really looked like he was. I don't know. That just bothered me.

I was about to type something else. Can't remember what. Figures.

Thanks again everyone.