Hi,

I came out as lesbian in '94. I also have BPD. I'm finding it hard to have a relationship with anyone. I would like to have a relationship with women. I'm confuse where I am. I've had talk to therapists about it. More like it's up to me. I just can't figure it out.
I find it hard to have relationship. I get scare, and only had 1 night stand with a woman years ago. I enjoy it but I can't seem to find someone who will understand about my "pushing people away. I'm really craving to have special woman in my life. What do I do?

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