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I don't know what's going on but could it be that you just haven't found someone that you really love yet? Maybe you are capable of love but you hold it in high regard. Some people (like me) have love for many. I give it too freely and get hurt. I think one day you will feel it when you have children. It is the most amazing gift of life to be a parent. When that day comes, I have no doubt you will feel love. There is no need to try to manufacture it. Nature will show you the way.