I just walked to away to think about what I said and I am wrong just because I have a belief that I will be passed around because I am insecure about it, doesn't make it a reality
At best it is a insecurity that I put in myself

I had a belief that no matter what I did I would be passed around especially in relationships that was why I didn't want anyone to get close to me or date anyone. I always believed that loyalty and care was myth and I was just going to be betrayed no matter what and be passed around like nothing. It's just insecurity that has no place in my mind. There is nothing more distorted that belief it is an illusion