thanks guys I just needed to here it and to know it's ok! I feel I can only live with insurance from somebody! I never used to be like that. Guess what I got my perfect job...hours are great I need no daycare and I know I am going to be ok..and having Psych central who would here me is great. It just makes me want to cry .....that I know I don't need Zoloft ( I hope) pray for me guys ..when things get tuff i always come here and you guys make my questions seem like they are imporant even tho they may seem trival...thaks a bunch for your time and knowing I can always come to a place that cares..no matter how trivial.