How simple minded most truly are. This is why I gave up on therapy and medicine. You see that I found myself all too often manipulating the doctors and getting too much satisfaction in doing so. Whether I wanted to get what ever medicine I wanted just to see if I could or if I wanted to see that look in their eyes knowing they couldn't really grasp what I was saying. At the end of the day it was always to feed myself and not really get the help I needed. Maybe it's because they weren't good enough lol. Anyhow life is what it is, get up everyday and be all you can be. After that what else?? Doc or no doc!! Btw with no medicine for a month now I feel normal!! Relatively speaking ha ha ha....