t,

i feel so terrible for what i put you through when i was psychotic and wouldnt take my meds. now the tables have turned and my sister is psychotic and wont take her meds. now i know the fear and concern. i texted you about her, you said "im so sorry. it is so scary, i know. and helpless. " i feel so bad for what i put everyone through for so long because now i know how it feels to be on teh other side. to be the one so worried and scared about whats going to happen next... what will it escalate further to.

i dont know how to help my sister and get her the help she needs when she refuses and is paranoid and defensive. i am so scared something terrible is going to happen...

me