I am really angry and I hate my mother I just want to light her on fire the woman runs my ****ing life my friends what men I am meant to date, telling me I am not into girls I just get mistreated by guys and I am angry at them thats why i like girls. She's full of **** and I just want her to dig a hole and **** off to hell. I am tired of people telling me and making me feel guilty for doing what i want to do not what they want. I just want her to **** off for good why did she even have to return from portugal. It's been hell ever since shes returned. I hate her because I am under her lock and key under control and everyones excuse is she is doing good. **** off making me feel suffocated and angry because I have no real control of my life isnt doing me good and sure isn't going to let me learn my own lesson. Sometimes I wish she'd shut the **** up.