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Originally Posted by Icare dixit
Yes, I can relate and understand. But for me, the anxiety dissipates, probably by something psychotic, it's transformed into an irrational state, too stateful (as in devoid of elaborate, slow dynamics, like rationality; apparently stuck in a moment/state) to turn into delusional thinking or (maybe, even) hallucinations, just behaviour. Sometimes the behaviour is so simple it's catatonic.
But still there can be fear. But then it is more delusional and hallucinatory too, in my experience. It appears similar to derealisation, but it is different because you really can't think.
It's (like or a form of) thought-blocking.
It can be depressive (but highly anxious), non-affective and manic, in my experience.
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I definitely have problems with delusions that rise out of anxieties and fears, some issues with PTSD. For me unfortunately I haven"t had long lasting success with anti-psychotic medications. I really thought risperdal was going to be the one, but even at increased dosages, the beneficial effects weren't happening anymore.
I get so stuck in my head at times. So many different streams of thoughts all at the same time that nothing happens. Sometimes my face will shake too when I am in this state (manic/mixed whatever).
I've really been wanting to find ways to channel this energy into something productive.