On my way into work this morning I started thinking about my friendships with a few of my coworkers. We actually communicate outside of work, so I'll consider them colleagues (in my head there is a difference, hang on with me). So one messaged me with a comment last Friday that I apparently was rude about and she hasn't texted me at all since. Keep in mind, we text each other all day, everyday. I didn't think I said anything wrong, but sometimes it's easy to take things the wrong way through text/email. And another one, I pretty much have distanced myself from her for a few reasons I won't get into much detail now.

I know a lot of us have mentioned that we don't have a lot of friends, but for me I've noticed that they're easier to let go of now. I simply don't care. I think part of it has to doing this over and over years ago that I have that wall built up this huge wall so losing a friend doesn't hurt me as much. It's a Catch 22....sure I would love to have more friends so I can leave my house and be social, but at the same time, I just feel like putting in the effort to keep everyone happy.

Thoughts?