i know we are separate...we just cross each other for few seconds in the waiting room.
last session...my t was late 10 mins. i could hear him and a female laughing...probably cuz they were standing by the door. i felt very uncomfortable, as it was my time. i heard them laugh and talk for a good 4-5 mins. which is very long!
when i saw her exiting, i was even more ....hmmm jealous.
she was so pretty.
In session, all i could think was of T and her.
No joke.
how miserable must my T be sitting with me, he would rather be with her.
he even spent extra time with her.

so my session was a bit of waste..i couldnt participate in it more...i kept on feeling sorry for my T and what a waste of his time this was. maybe i shouldnt have come today...and he is probably thinking of her...

all because of this other client...

next time i am making a first appt. of the day if available.
i dont want to see any clients of his. wish he took care of this by having bigger gaps in between appts.
i never had a problem before when he was late, cuz most clients exiting were males.

how can i deal with this. what can i say to myself if this happens again.