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"tired of life and tired of a mixed state" depression.
All because of 5-HTP, most likely. First in 2–3 years.
Does anyone agree it's possible that mania has many different dynamics but depression is the absence of dynamics (pretty much) and understanding and realising a dynamic causes depression and assuming a dynamic mania? Understimulation is caused by understanding and no longer realising, overstimulation by not understanding or realising. The direct causes.
Basically.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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