mixed day today.

for most of the day it was self pity- i hate my body, i hate my scars, i hate my life, i hate how i've missed out on so much, i hate how my family have abandoned me etc etc, and it was like that for most of the day

and then...

this afternoon however, i got a delivery from amazon.. which is the soundtrack to the disney movie the lion king.

and i am now over the moon with it. it's got all the right cast, all the right songs, in the right order of the movie, and it sounds great on my sterrio

and on thursday when i watch the movie at 10 40, the soundtrack will be loud before that- as a sort of countdown to it

yay yay yay?

hacoona matata forever!