It seems it doesn't matter if it was drug induced or not. Treat the moment. Prepare for a safe tomorrow. Just getting high doesn't do what you are describing unless it was laced with something, or it was worse drugs then are being admitted.

If you talk to family and they want to tell you your past decision was wrong, remind them that is in the past and you are wanting to focus on right now, and the future. Remind them that your sharing personal things with them is a sign of respect. Ask them if they would rather you didn't speak with them about problems. Remind them that you are looking not for advice as much as sympathy for your current stress - if that is your goal.

Adults who tell other adults what they already know are not being productive. No wonder you thought it was okay to get high, or for your kids to get high having critical family members.

Also, isn't it better to be the parent of the child who tells them the truth, then the parent of the child who is so regularly judged that they learn to lie and deceive the parent in order to live with them?