Everyday I feel invaluable to the world. I contribute nothing. I don't see what value I have to give to anyone. Why do I bother to even get out of bed each morning. Life is so hard to live. It is lonely, hurtful, stressful, painful, etc. It is filled with pills and more pills every day. I am tired of taking pills every three hours too.

The phone doesn't ring except for a bill collector for someone who had my phone number long before I obtained it...two years ago. I've told them that person doesn't here and that I have had the phone number for almost two years...go away. Email is only about work...I rarely read the items that are sent to me.

Why do we bother with life? What does it offer that is good and wonderful...nothing! I provide no value to anyone. Depression and lonliness are all I have most days.