Well today is my second day I've been on here and I figured I tell you guys about my day....woke up at like 10am started to drink my whiskey I've had a 5th of heaven hill for going on three days so I was proud of myself until today I even ate before I started to drink but I drank until the rest was gone I got so mad drunk and emotional too and I seriously don't even know why but but within 20mins from all that I was sobering up and apologing I mean I felt so bad for reacting that way but what's the most scary thing to me is I seriously blacked out and quickly sobered up all before dark idk its all really just freaking out