Thanks sunrise.

I won't harm myself. But I'll go on and on and on staring at blankness. I don't know how to get through the current problems in my life. I don't know if there's a reward to getting through as I don't have that much to hold onto. It seems like I had so much before and it's all gone now. I don't think I'll have any of it again. Just nothing. Emptiness.

sidony