Ummm...other people? If people read my journal, they'd think that I was nuts or making it up. My Others or alters wouldnt care. Besides, reading something that you didn't write but by another Other part is creepy within it's self, like watching a video of your body with an Other controlling it! I get a queasy stomach.

Thank you on the healing part. I suspect that I'm prone to dissociation through a physical trait that allowed the abuse to fragment us for years.

With all the turmoil right now with constantly changing insurance, a new job, trying to move, seperation to divorce, and the teens crazy wants....getting any help is not likely now. With the jobs insurance, mental health is not covered.

I'll figure something out soon....got too to stay sane.