I am really struggling right now with many things. I think if I were to die right now I would be in hell and that scares me. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for our sins, and that if we believe in him we will be saved. I have been saved at least I thought. I have done so many wrongs and can't comprihend how he just forgives me. I don't feel connect and want that connection sooooo bad. I have joined a bible study and go to church at least every other week with my neighbor. (Would be every week but have transportation issues)