Check this out... I've been abused... and diagnosed with bipolar disorder. God doesn't care, and neither will true Christians. If anything, when you begin to let go and share your experiences, they will see your passion for the Lord and be joyful that you have found a home.

Try not to think of Christians as judgemental people. Some are, and they give the rest of us a bad name. Keep your mind open, get to know these people you are studying with, and slowly begin to let go.

It's not an easy thing, but you can do it.